Bristi tomake dilam..

Brishti,
Tomake nie likhte icche holo,khanikta tukli idea o bolte paro,college magazine e tomay ke chithi likheche dekhlam,dekhe amar o icche korlo,tai likhe fellam..biswas koro,or lekhata na porei likhchi..tomar songe koto smriti joriye ache,konta chere konta bolbo,guliye jacche.Chronologically suru kori..
Boyos matro 3 hobe tokhn,ghar er baire tomay jhore porte dekhechilam,sahos kore baire giyechilam,maa jei dekhlo omni ghare dhukie dorja baire diye lock kore diechlo,sei prothom amar tomake chhute jawar arti bondho dorjar opase ar pouchoyni..sei je ekta 3 bochorer sisu r kache tumi ekta rohosyo hoye uthle,sei rohosyobhed ta kortei hoto sopoth niechilo oi gharbondi bristi ki seta na jana oi cheleta..byas,jemni kotha temni kaaj..2-3din bade abar namle tumi,ar ei nachorbanada jed er kache har manlo mayer onusashon,ebare chupisare lukie baranday giye prothom tomar chowa pawa..kirom jeno ekta onubhuti holo..sei prothom barei tomay bhalo lege gechilo..
Er porer bar jokhn class 2 e pora ei cheletar bikeler cricket ta mati kore dile,khub obhimaan holo tomar opor,gumre ghorer kone bose thaka cheleta ke maa sekhao tomar moddheo khela khuje newa.khatar last page ta chhire nouka banie dilo maa,ar ami giye chere dilam janalar baire,nicher joma jole..nouko ta kintu dublo naa..sei dekhe khub anondito hoechilam..tomar ojhor ejhore jaawa,nirolosh bhabe jhorar majhe amar ostitwo chilo oi nouka..nouka tar kheyal rakhte rakhte kokhon je somoy chole geche..bujhteo parini..
ebare arektu boro hoe gechi..7-8 e hobe..School mathe footbal cup final khelchilam..emon somoy namle tumi..khela ta cholte thaklo,dhire dhire math ta kaday bhore gelo..oi kada matheo chollo khela..goalkeeper chilam..sara match e haddahaddi lorai chilo..match ta tie breaker e gelo..
Prthom shot chilo Anindya r,school er best footballer..kaday kick marte giye baje shot nilo o,bachiye dilam ami..hoyto tomar e credit e..tao..aro duto penalti bachie hero howa sedin..cup final e man of d match..sei kada mathe 10ta bondhur amar opor jhapiye pora aj o bhulini..thank u brishti..tokhn o bolechilam,aj abar bolchi..
Ebare prthom prem e direct entry mari..ei kodin ager kotha..neme porechile tumi,chhata ta dujonei anini..byas..onyoder theke sunechilam bristite dujone eksathe bheja ta khub romantic..sedin prothom nije onubhob korlam..priyotomar hath ta dhore rastay bristi te hata..uff sei noisorgik anondo ta bhulbona..ek kothay osadharon..sedinker bristi ta prthom usno ta anlo amader sodyo jaga affaire..kichuta saririk choyay bhubonhara anonde hariye gelam..bristisnato preyosi ke jeno tomar oporup sporshe alada lagchilo..thank u bristi..sedin o bolechilam,aj abar bolchi..
ebare direct ajker kothay asi..aj bikele ses barer moto dekha korte gechilam..6masher prem ta ar tikiye rakha gelo na...sob bhalo jinisher ses hoy..etar o holo ajke 4te nagd..bikeler poronto surjo ta aste aste dheke jete laglo meghere ghonoghotay..eta ki protiki?? amar hridoye o to erom e jhor khelche kotha ta sonar por,se janie dilo ar amar sathe jibonpothe chola tar dwara sombhob noy..Bhenge gelo somporko ta..thik tokkhuni akashpane dheye ele tumi..Thank u bristi..thank u..tomar jonnoi jhapsa hoe gelo or ar amar majher durotwo,se dekhteo pelona je amar o chokh diye dhara boye choleche..rastar onno keu o dekhte pelona ei byartho premiker nonta osrujol..thank u bristi..Tokhon bolte parini..tai ekhon bole dilam..thank u..

Bhalo theko..

Tomar ek anuragi..

ABAR ASIBO FIRE....

Apatato ei odhom er lekha ar ei web page tar opor kichudin porbe na..
Sob jinis er e bisram proyojon,machiner o..Jontrer moto jantrik hote chola ei jibon ta ke tai amio dilaam khanikta bisram er aswash..
Chepe rakha r Hotasha r bole uthte na parar je osthirota seta sthir korto,ei keyboard er upor angul bolanoy..
Bt juddhe jemon khanikta juddher por abar Senani ke toiri hote hoy ektu bisram niye porer boro juddhor jonyo,amio tai,SEM namok mohajuddhor jonno khanikta somoy cheye nicchi..beche thakar songhorsher thekeo jeta besi jujudhan sei SEM ti ke safolyomondito bhabe otikrom korar jonno..ei khanikta chole jawa dure..
Bt kotha dilaam bondhu,ami Abar Asbo fire,notun chhonde,notun uddyom e,aro rong mele dhorar protisruti niye..
Bt apatato gudbye..
Hum hai rahi pyar ke,phir milenge,chalte chalte..

AT MY DEATH..

Dont soil further,Im suffocating inside,
Never cover up my face,I cant see the bride,
Had she come? If not,call her,
She must come by and spread some flower,
My graveyard witnesses emptiness around,
With nature silent,devoid of sound..

Why is none shouting? its her marriage today,
How can I shout? deep inside i lay,
Have she reached? the patience is killing,
Some one please answer,inside Im chilling,
The day is gone,Now night approaching,
She can't betray this much,she must be reaching..

But alaas! In the graveyard alone i lay!
With the truth that she is married today,
None can hear me,bound i stay,
The Wind removing the dust & tears wiped away..

Believe me laid here,I was alive and awake,
Even if my breathing stopped,Only for her sake,
Till today when she became others bride,
I died today,only a fossil left inside......

SANKALPA..

Astitwa sonkot e,Tobu moner drirho ta,
Kinchit obishwas,Kichu ta jorota,
Beche thakbar lorai naki pratyaghaat e,
Manobikota naki chetona r aghaat e..

Ghure darabar protyoy,naki obomanona,
Abiswasto biswas,naki lupto chetona,
Din ke raat,bere chola pratijogita,
Unmadonay disehara,bakita osohojogita..

Akraanto chaap er bhare,tai prem nistobdho,
Abisranto chotachuti,chakrir dorkhasto,
Agochalo jibone,alpo holeo sukh chai,
Nijer paye darate,sankalpo bhora buk chai..

FOR HIS BLINDNESS...

He cannot see the buzzing bees,
The dashing rivers or the deep blue seas,
Neither can he see the colorful flowers,
Nor the lightnings of thundershowers.

Mighty mountains,covered with snow,
Chirping birds,whether high or low,
All the natures beauty to him,
Are covered with darkness and are dim..

He has also never seen,
Men in anger turning green,
people hating one another,
A man killing his very own brother..

War,bloodshed and the gun,
All are unknown to the blind one,
He would have suffered pain,
Seeing blood instead of rain..

So,he could thank GOD for his kindness,
And be happy for his blindness....

A FEW MORE SHAYRIS OF ME....

1. Chalo aise jagah chale,
Jahan man ko chayan mile,
Jahan gulshan me har waqt,
Phool hi phool khile,
Jahan dhoop na ho,
Sirf barsaat rahe,
Jahan chandni muskuraye,
Aur yeh hawa kuch kahe...

2. Kya khuda kya banaya is pyar ko,
Jahan muskil hai izhaar,
kyuki kisko miltahe ikrar,
To kisiko inkaar,
kabhi kabhi toh,
khwab dekhta hai dil,
Kyun ki pyar karna toh asan hai,
Par izhaar muskil......

3. Tujhse jab rishta koi nahi,
Fir teri yaad kyu aata hai?
kyu terihi tasveer har waqt,
Dil me chha jata hai?
Tu hi bata ye kya ho raha hai?
tuhi bata ye kaise manjra hai?
Tujhse jab rishta koi nahi,
Phir teri yaad kyu aati hai??.....

4. Na hosh hai,na chayan hai,
na neend hai raaton mein,
na zeher mein,na jaam mein,
Jo nasha hai tere baaton mein..

5. Us mor pe Hum abtak hai khare,
jis mor pe tune chhora tha,
Bikhre hai tukre aaj sare,
jis dil ko tune tora tha...

6. Woh nami thi,teri saanson mein,
Laga baarish kahi aas pas hai,
Nasha sa hone laga,par dekha,
yeh tera baahon ka ehsaas hai....

NACH 4 LIFE...

Heading ta dekhe hoyto oneker e bhru uchu hobe,je nacher jonno jibon??bt ghotona na ta holo ota amader team name chilo last yr er fest e.
CIEM r 'DHUMKETU'te 'Groovers and tappers' e part newa ekta team er nam 'Nach for life'.
Amar jibone prothom barer jonno nach er monche debut kora,tar thekeo boro kotha amra represnet korchilam ICE ke,amader clss ke amader gorbo ke..
Concept ta dance r ami banalam wid help of odrs,Koel wid d help of atrayi nd tirna steps gulo bosie dilo,byas amrao feste part newar jonno jor kodom e neme porlam..
Surute ami nachchi dekhe oneke onek kotha bolechilo,mane oneke bhru kuchkechilo,oneke bolechilo je keno nijer prestige down korchi,oneke bhebechilo je act ta amar jonno jhulbe,jaihok ami jantam je eder sathe torko kore labh nei,Sourab ganguly ke dekhe sikhechilam kibhabe jobab ta mathe neme dite hoy..bhetore bhetore sei khobh take dana bedechilam,chepe rekhechilam agression ta ke..
Onek jhor japtar moddhe diye ultimately nachte uthe mone hoychilo etai last chance,nijei nijeke bolechilam,"its now or neva"..stage prothom pa ta felar age jst ekbar opore takiye ishwar ke smoron kore niechilam..byas..kotha thek jeno energy chole elo xxtra..nach ta start holo,amar r tirnar dance diye,tai tempo ta tule dewa dorkar chilo,jate bakira tempota dhore aro egie nie jete pare..
Jst jantam "ankan,etai tym,tomar agnst e jara chilo,jara heseche,tader ke jogyo jobab dewar,pore hath kamrale ar hobena"..tai jaan lagiey diechilam..stage e othar age IEM rockers(lst tym er champions) der kotha tao kane elo,"Y r dese ppl goin,we r gonaa win only,jst waste of tym"
Byas barude jolonto deslai ta jeno pore gelo,puro alada concept ar ami bad diye baki osadharon dancers der soujonye matiye dilam stage..Audience response i bujhechilam,"we hav done it"..
Stage theke namar por eke oporke jorie dhorechilam,coz we knew we did our best,rest is upto d almighty..and due to d GOD'S GRACE we came out tobe d WINNERS..beating da 2nd team by 1.5 mrks differance on a rating of 10..We got 9.5..
So dis nach,was definitely for my pride,for my honour,for my life..again apl thanx to dose who said i sudnt dance,i am a failure an blah blha blah,coz dat incresd my determination and will power..thanx again..



spl thanx: koel (for teaching me to dance like a kid)
tirna(my dance partner)
tridibesh( who always told dat,"BHAI TUI PARBI..")

MY HAND AT SHAYRI..

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1) Kahin dur wadiyon me mere yaadein kho gaye hai,
koi to jaye,unhe bulaye..
Mein Tanha hua karta tha,
Kyunki woh mere paas the,
Par kiski baahon mein Woh So gaye hai,
Mere yaadein fir se kho gaye hai......



2) Zulphon be-reham kabhi jab tere lehrate hai,
Khuda kasam hum har gham bhul jaate hai,
Kya asar hai uske ke humare chayan kho jaate hai,
Kya baat hai un zulphon me ke hum shayar ban jate hai....


3) Chalte chalte pairon me,
yaadon ka zanzeer lage,
Fir bhi hum chalna nehi chore,
hum chalte hi rahe,
pata hai kyun? kyunki waha
maut tha intezaar mein,
par hum zinda hi kaha the,
hum to kab ki mar gaye,
sirf usiki pyar mein..........

BHALOBASA

Chotobelay gan sunechilam,"Bhalobasa mane Archies gallery...".
oituku chotto mon seta sohoje mene nito,bt joto boro howar dike egote thaklam,philosophically na bhebe dillogically bhablam,totoi bujhlam je bhalobasa mane archies gallery noy,bhalobasa holo emon ekta centiment jeta na khatay likhe,na mail kore bojhano jay..eta emon e ekat feelings jeta jar jokhon hoy,tokhon e bojhe.
Eirokom chotobela theke rongin prem er duniay abadh entry chilo kolponar..
Cinema gulo dekhtam ar hErO der jaygay nijeke kolpona kore nitam,byas monta khusi te popping and locking korto.Kintu ei 'BHALOBASA' namok alada level er bostu ti je amar sohojlobhyo noy,seta dhire dhire bujhte parlam..
Bondhuder ke pase GF nie ghurte dekhle ektu dukkho hoto bote,bt serokom DeSpO level kokhonoi reach koreni..
Rastay jhario onek merechi,kintu serokom kokhonoi kauke dekhe mone hoyni je eke chara bachbona and stuffs,..
se jai hok,asok kothay fera jak,je jonyo ajker sondhe belar orkutting e iti diye ami bosechi bhalobasa nie likhte seta holo ei bhalobasa!
bhalobasa jinis ta amar kache kirokom rohosye abrito ekta jinish,unmochon korbe ke janina!
ki korei ba bujhbo je ami kauke bhalobasi??
ha heartbeat ta khanikta bare kauke dekhle,icche kore tar sathei katiye dite sara ta available somoy..
Bt apatato ami tar theke bes kichuta durotwo maintain kori..pache take bole di,bhoy lage majha sajhe..
Asole er ageo 2-3jon ke bhalo legechilo,bt tader ke kichu bolar sahosh hoyni,bola bhalo ei bhoye chilam je jodi jene tara amake chere chole jay..
kintu ghotona holo ei je ajkal amar bhalolage se jokhn ese muchki hese pase daray..icche kore hath ta dhore amar buke thekai,se onubhob koruk tar jonno amar kotokhani hridspondon ghoteche.."Bhalo lage swapner mayajal bunte,bhalo lage oi akasher tara gunte".
Sudhu akasher tara gona ba swapner mayajal e aboddho thaka noy,tar sanniddhe icche kore aro ekbar fire jete jiboner sei sonali oddhay e..
Biswas koro,tar LUKS e noy,ami mughdo tar byabohar e,ami tar norom,snigdho mon ke bhalobese felechi..hoyto khanikta ojantei,hoyto khanikta jenei.
Phone take korte parina..tai SMS ei kaj chalai apatato..o SMS er reply dilei monta furfure hoye othe!
Sob theke bhalo lage jokhon se tar ba hath diye samner chultake pichone sorie hese uthe khanikta lojja bhabei amar dike takay...
Bhagoban er kache ektai request rakhbo,onek dukkho o bedonar majhe ei jibon e ei sundor onubhuti ta jeno last kore,se o jeno amay bhalobaste suru kore..
Ei lekhata je likhbo seta purboporikolpito noy,kajei janina kothay ki likhechi,tym o nei hate je arekbar revise marbo,tai porar ojogyo holeo ei agochalo lekhata pore,amar mon er kichuta hodish nischoi korte parbe,asa kori,
sob sese etai bolar...
"Wo jo mujhe dekh ke hase,pana chahu raat din jise,
rabba mere naam kar use,tenu dil da waasta...."





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NB: ei post ta amar personal life r byapare ekdom e noy..tai britha link up tanben na..thank u..

KICCHU BOLAR NEI...

jaihok..onekdin bade je computer er keyboard ta abar blog e kichu likhte boseche setai dekhe bhalo lagche!
orkut r gtalk er chat er doulote ajkal ar blog e probesh e ghotena!aj tao bhablam kichu ekta likhi,kichui bolar nei,kichui sonar o nei,tao hath er angulgulo kirom jeno keyboard er opor dapadapi korche!
rattir bela,sobaio jokhn ghumie poreche,bah ghumonor chesta korche,ba rattir jagar sopoth nicche boyfrnd/girlfrnd e sathe,thik tokhon e ei paglami ta korar idea mathay nara die uthlo!
sotyi kotha bolte gele,ajkal raat gulo ar ekaki lagena,age khub bhabtam je eka achi,eka to r thakbona..bt ekhn ja dekhchi hoyto ekai jibon katate hobe,beche thakar jonno je pase sathi r proyojon seta keu bole jayni..rabindranath theke shakesspeare keu e kotha ta boleni..bt kotha holo,jodi eneder lyf e keu na thakten hath ta dhorar jonyo,tahole ki kolom diye orokom pranbonto bhasa beroto??
mone to hoy na..rabindranath to victoria okompo k dekhe likhe fellen,"ami chini go chini,tomare bideshini"
na ami bideshini sedin dekhechi coffee house e,bt chai na..moner moto bodhoy bhab er milon ta kono bideshinir sathe kora jabena,planchet kore rabindranath k anle hoyto uni torko tulte paren..
jaihok..amio ei raat e khanikta hotash ar besh kichuta nirash hoyei likhlam ei 2-4 line..jani khub e baje..porar ojogyo..still ami BLOG ta k amar khatar last page mone kori,jekhane sums er rough work er pase kichu odorkari scribblings o ache!
tai ei lekha ta pore amay antel bhable bhebo,amay pagol bhable bhebo,sei swadhinota ta diechi tomay!

Natun Bhore

Natun bhorer,natun alo,digonter hatchani,
Natun bhore,purono akash,rong ta asmani.
Natun Rashmichatar sathe sopoth nite hobe,
Kamalar swami k je korei hok ghare ferate hobe..

Dekhi jodi notun bochor ke nobo angiker chale,
Holud pakhi ke thik ferano jabe jamrul gacher dale.
Jodi nijeder mot-adorsho ektu palte nite pari,
Aro ekbar paharer buk e tara harabe taratari..

Chironton motamot jodi hoy na mana,
Tahole tader kankhito swadhinota pabe icche dana.
Jodi kono prem-prarthi na pay mone byatha,
Ghure fire kokhnoi asbe na ek e kotha..

Jodi keu na pay kobhu prem e bhrom,
byartho premik er arti sonabe na,keno korle erokom.
Notun bochor e porosporer proti bhule giye ghrina,
Dekhina amra sobai bondhu hote pari kina....

Nabachetonar Renaissance

Aloran tule biswa ke korbo alokito,
nabachetonay deshbasi ke korbo pulokito,
Anbo samaj-chetonar ek naba bisforon,
ghotabo sanskritir e oposkhoron,
Samaj e bratyo ja,ta nityo kore debo,
aboidho swad e aj e chitwo bhore debo..
Asche nabachetona,ek notun dharona..

Sanskritir badhon khule jabo oposanskritir e dware,
proyojon e jabo churanto abhyobyotar pare,
A prithibike basjogyo korbo,angikar korechi ami,
bhangbo bhobyotar simana,hanbo tsunami,
Sei ghurnijhar e sob chapa pore jabe,
manus tobei tar bachar oxygen pabe..
Asche nabachetona,ek natun dharona..

Chena mukhgulo sob ochena mukhosh pora,
bhangbo ami ei sobhyotar porompora,
Jetuku ashalin abhigyota sob korbo sonchoy,
etai amar sudriro protyoy,
Bhangbo sobhyota,anbo borborota,
Prithibir buke bhangbo kharborota...
Asche nabachetona,ek natun dharona..

Chokhe joma osru,sudhu jhorar opekkhay,
nrisongsotai pichu hotbo na,jodi mon rokto chay,
Nisiddho swad nite bhorbo bish ei kontho te,
nam na hoy paltabo nilkontho te,
Sukher payra ure geche,aj dukkhoi sudhu,
faka hridmajhare morubhumi dhu dhu.....
Asche nabachetona,ek natun dharona...

Smriti Tuku Thak

Purono sei din ghatle,koto kothai na beroy,
Aj sob ateet,tai smriti tuku thak;
Hotasay ghera dine,durbipaker durdine,
Aj o tumi ujjal,tai smriti tuku thak..

Bhule sob pora,bhalobasa tokhon chora,
Sukh Pakhi hothat udhao,tai smriti tuku thak;
Mithe roder abhase,Hridoyer canvas e,
Hothat kalo kali,tai smriti tuku thak..

Rat jege chokh dhuludhulu,Tomar abese swapnalu,
Pelam tibro jhakuni,tai smriti tuku thak;
Santo jibon beporoya,niyom bhenge swadhin howa,
Hothat paye srinkhol,tai smriti tuku thak..

Natun asar agomone,Kabita bhabi anmone,
Hothat holo chondopoton,tai smriti tuku thak;
Uddesyohin Poth Chola,eka eka kotha bola,
Paglami te porlo iti,tai smriti tuku thak,

Ablambanhin asohayata,jontronamoy nissongota,
Soite parlam na,tai smriti tuku thak;
Nodir byartho pare,akranto smritir bhare,
Tobu ta tomar,tai smritigulo thak

KI BOLO??

TAR OBOHELAY OSRUDWAR BHENGE GECHE,
STITHO HOECHE ANABIL UTKOCHER UTKONTHA,
BERE OTHA JIBONSOILIR MADHURJO KE,
MLAN KORECHE TAR UTYOKTO CHAHONI..
RAKTAPLUTO HRITPINDO TA UPRE DIECHILAM TOMAY,
HYA SUNDORI,HRIDKARAGAR KORECHILAM UNMOCHON,
MITHYE BOLBO NA,PROTIDANER ASAO BODHOY CHILO MONE,
JWALANTO AGNIR LELIHAN SIKHAY,DANA PURE GECHE,
JA TOMAR JONYOI HOYTO GOJIECHILO,
9/11 r THEKEO DHONGSATWOK PORINOTI TUMI DILE,
UPRE DEWA HRITPINDO TA PAYE PISHE,
KINTU DEKHLE KI TOMAR PAYE LAGLO AMAR ONUBHUTIR KALCHE LAL ROKTO?
SEI ROKTO KI TOMAR PASAN HRIDOY KE AMAR ASTITWER HATCHANI DEBENA?SITSANDHYAR SISIR BINDUR MOTO SFOTIK AMAR OSRU,KI KEBOL E GORIYE PORAR JONYO???
KI BOLO??