Bristi tomake dilam..

Brishti,
Tomake nie likhte icche holo,khanikta tukli idea o bolte paro,college magazine e tomay ke chithi likheche dekhlam,dekhe amar o icche korlo,tai likhe fellam..biswas koro,or lekhata na porei likhchi..tomar songe koto smriti joriye ache,konta chere konta bolbo,guliye jacche.Chronologically suru kori..
Boyos matro 3 hobe tokhn,ghar er baire tomay jhore porte dekhechilam,sahos kore baire giyechilam,maa jei dekhlo omni ghare dhukie dorja baire diye lock kore diechlo,sei prothom amar tomake chhute jawar arti bondho dorjar opase ar pouchoyni..sei je ekta 3 bochorer sisu r kache tumi ekta rohosyo hoye uthle,sei rohosyobhed ta kortei hoto sopoth niechilo oi gharbondi bristi ki seta na jana oi cheleta..byas,jemni kotha temni kaaj..2-3din bade abar namle tumi,ar ei nachorbanada jed er kache har manlo mayer onusashon,ebare chupisare lukie baranday giye prothom tomar chowa pawa..kirom jeno ekta onubhuti holo..sei prothom barei tomay bhalo lege gechilo..
Er porer bar jokhn class 2 e pora ei cheletar bikeler cricket ta mati kore dile,khub obhimaan holo tomar opor,gumre ghorer kone bose thaka cheleta ke maa sekhao tomar moddheo khela khuje newa.khatar last page ta chhire nouka banie dilo maa,ar ami giye chere dilam janalar baire,nicher joma jole..nouko ta kintu dublo naa..sei dekhe khub anondito hoechilam..tomar ojhor ejhore jaawa,nirolosh bhabe jhorar majhe amar ostitwo chilo oi nouka..nouka tar kheyal rakhte rakhte kokhon je somoy chole geche..bujhteo parini..
ebare arektu boro hoe gechi..7-8 e hobe..School mathe footbal cup final khelchilam..emon somoy namle tumi..khela ta cholte thaklo,dhire dhire math ta kaday bhore gelo..oi kada matheo chollo khela..goalkeeper chilam..sara match e haddahaddi lorai chilo..match ta tie breaker e gelo..
Prthom shot chilo Anindya r,school er best footballer..kaday kick marte giye baje shot nilo o,bachiye dilam ami..hoyto tomar e credit e..tao..aro duto penalti bachie hero howa sedin..cup final e man of d match..sei kada mathe 10ta bondhur amar opor jhapiye pora aj o bhulini..thank u brishti..tokhn o bolechilam,aj abar bolchi..
Ebare prthom prem e direct entry mari..ei kodin ager kotha..neme porechile tumi,chhata ta dujonei anini..byas..onyoder theke sunechilam bristite dujone eksathe bheja ta khub romantic..sedin prothom nije onubhob korlam..priyotomar hath ta dhore rastay bristi te hata..uff sei noisorgik anondo ta bhulbona..ek kothay osadharon..sedinker bristi ta prthom usno ta anlo amader sodyo jaga affaire..kichuta saririk choyay bhubonhara anonde hariye gelam..bristisnato preyosi ke jeno tomar oporup sporshe alada lagchilo..thank u bristi..sedin o bolechilam,aj abar bolchi..
ebare direct ajker kothay asi..aj bikele ses barer moto dekha korte gechilam..6masher prem ta ar tikiye rakha gelo na...sob bhalo jinisher ses hoy..etar o holo ajke 4te nagd..bikeler poronto surjo ta aste aste dheke jete laglo meghere ghonoghotay..eta ki protiki?? amar hridoye o to erom e jhor khelche kotha ta sonar por,se janie dilo ar amar sathe jibonpothe chola tar dwara sombhob noy..Bhenge gelo somporko ta..thik tokkhuni akashpane dheye ele tumi..Thank u bristi..thank u..tomar jonnoi jhapsa hoe gelo or ar amar majher durotwo,se dekhteo pelona je amar o chokh diye dhara boye choleche..rastar onno keu o dekhte pelona ei byartho premiker nonta osrujol..thank u bristi..Tokhon bolte parini..tai ekhon bole dilam..thank u..

Bhalo theko..

Tomar ek anuragi..

ABAR ASIBO FIRE....

Apatato ei odhom er lekha ar ei web page tar opor kichudin porbe na..
Sob jinis er e bisram proyojon,machiner o..Jontrer moto jantrik hote chola ei jibon ta ke tai amio dilaam khanikta bisram er aswash..
Chepe rakha r Hotasha r bole uthte na parar je osthirota seta sthir korto,ei keyboard er upor angul bolanoy..
Bt juddhe jemon khanikta juddher por abar Senani ke toiri hote hoy ektu bisram niye porer boro juddhor jonyo,amio tai,SEM namok mohajuddhor jonno khanikta somoy cheye nicchi..beche thakar songhorsher thekeo jeta besi jujudhan sei SEM ti ke safolyomondito bhabe otikrom korar jonno..ei khanikta chole jawa dure..
Bt kotha dilaam bondhu,ami Abar Asbo fire,notun chhonde,notun uddyom e,aro rong mele dhorar protisruti niye..
Bt apatato gudbye..
Hum hai rahi pyar ke,phir milenge,chalte chalte..

AT MY DEATH..

Dont soil further,Im suffocating inside,
Never cover up my face,I cant see the bride,
Had she come? If not,call her,
She must come by and spread some flower,
My graveyard witnesses emptiness around,
With nature silent,devoid of sound..

Why is none shouting? its her marriage today,
How can I shout? deep inside i lay,
Have she reached? the patience is killing,
Some one please answer,inside Im chilling,
The day is gone,Now night approaching,
She can't betray this much,she must be reaching..

But alaas! In the graveyard alone i lay!
With the truth that she is married today,
None can hear me,bound i stay,
The Wind removing the dust & tears wiped away..

Believe me laid here,I was alive and awake,
Even if my breathing stopped,Only for her sake,
Till today when she became others bride,
I died today,only a fossil left inside......

SANKALPA..

Astitwa sonkot e,Tobu moner drirho ta,
Kinchit obishwas,Kichu ta jorota,
Beche thakbar lorai naki pratyaghaat e,
Manobikota naki chetona r aghaat e..

Ghure darabar protyoy,naki obomanona,
Abiswasto biswas,naki lupto chetona,
Din ke raat,bere chola pratijogita,
Unmadonay disehara,bakita osohojogita..

Akraanto chaap er bhare,tai prem nistobdho,
Abisranto chotachuti,chakrir dorkhasto,
Agochalo jibone,alpo holeo sukh chai,
Nijer paye darate,sankalpo bhora buk chai..

FOR HIS BLINDNESS...

He cannot see the buzzing bees,
The dashing rivers or the deep blue seas,
Neither can he see the colorful flowers,
Nor the lightnings of thundershowers.

Mighty mountains,covered with snow,
Chirping birds,whether high or low,
All the natures beauty to him,
Are covered with darkness and are dim..

He has also never seen,
Men in anger turning green,
people hating one another,
A man killing his very own brother..

War,bloodshed and the gun,
All are unknown to the blind one,
He would have suffered pain,
Seeing blood instead of rain..

So,he could thank GOD for his kindness,
And be happy for his blindness....

A FEW MORE SHAYRIS OF ME....

1. Chalo aise jagah chale,
Jahan man ko chayan mile,
Jahan gulshan me har waqt,
Phool hi phool khile,
Jahan dhoop na ho,
Sirf barsaat rahe,
Jahan chandni muskuraye,
Aur yeh hawa kuch kahe...

2. Kya khuda kya banaya is pyar ko,
Jahan muskil hai izhaar,
kyuki kisko miltahe ikrar,
To kisiko inkaar,
kabhi kabhi toh,
khwab dekhta hai dil,
Kyun ki pyar karna toh asan hai,
Par izhaar muskil......

3. Tujhse jab rishta koi nahi,
Fir teri yaad kyu aata hai?
kyu terihi tasveer har waqt,
Dil me chha jata hai?
Tu hi bata ye kya ho raha hai?
tuhi bata ye kaise manjra hai?
Tujhse jab rishta koi nahi,
Phir teri yaad kyu aati hai??.....

4. Na hosh hai,na chayan hai,
na neend hai raaton mein,
na zeher mein,na jaam mein,
Jo nasha hai tere baaton mein..

5. Us mor pe Hum abtak hai khare,
jis mor pe tune chhora tha,
Bikhre hai tukre aaj sare,
jis dil ko tune tora tha...

6. Woh nami thi,teri saanson mein,
Laga baarish kahi aas pas hai,
Nasha sa hone laga,par dekha,
yeh tera baahon ka ehsaas hai....

NACH 4 LIFE...

Heading ta dekhe hoyto oneker e bhru uchu hobe,je nacher jonno jibon??bt ghotona na ta holo ota amader team name chilo last yr er fest e.
CIEM r 'DHUMKETU'te 'Groovers and tappers' e part newa ekta team er nam 'Nach for life'.
Amar jibone prothom barer jonno nach er monche debut kora,tar thekeo boro kotha amra represnet korchilam ICE ke,amader clss ke amader gorbo ke..
Concept ta dance r ami banalam wid help of odrs,Koel wid d help of atrayi nd tirna steps gulo bosie dilo,byas amrao feste part newar jonno jor kodom e neme porlam..
Surute ami nachchi dekhe oneke onek kotha bolechilo,mane oneke bhru kuchkechilo,oneke bolechilo je keno nijer prestige down korchi,oneke bhebechilo je act ta amar jonno jhulbe,jaihok ami jantam je eder sathe torko kore labh nei,Sourab ganguly ke dekhe sikhechilam kibhabe jobab ta mathe neme dite hoy..bhetore bhetore sei khobh take dana bedechilam,chepe rekhechilam agression ta ke..
Onek jhor japtar moddhe diye ultimately nachte uthe mone hoychilo etai last chance,nijei nijeke bolechilam,"its now or neva"..stage prothom pa ta felar age jst ekbar opore takiye ishwar ke smoron kore niechilam..byas..kotha thek jeno energy chole elo xxtra..nach ta start holo,amar r tirnar dance diye,tai tempo ta tule dewa dorkar chilo,jate bakira tempota dhore aro egie nie jete pare..
Jst jantam "ankan,etai tym,tomar agnst e jara chilo,jara heseche,tader ke jogyo jobab dewar,pore hath kamrale ar hobena"..tai jaan lagiey diechilam..stage e othar age IEM rockers(lst tym er champions) der kotha tao kane elo,"Y r dese ppl goin,we r gonaa win only,jst waste of tym"
Byas barude jolonto deslai ta jeno pore gelo,puro alada concept ar ami bad diye baki osadharon dancers der soujonye matiye dilam stage..Audience response i bujhechilam,"we hav done it"..
Stage theke namar por eke oporke jorie dhorechilam,coz we knew we did our best,rest is upto d almighty..and due to d GOD'S GRACE we came out tobe d WINNERS..beating da 2nd team by 1.5 mrks differance on a rating of 10..We got 9.5..
So dis nach,was definitely for my pride,for my honour,for my life..again apl thanx to dose who said i sudnt dance,i am a failure an blah blha blah,coz dat incresd my determination and will power..thanx again..



spl thanx: koel (for teaching me to dance like a kid)
tirna(my dance partner)
tridibesh( who always told dat,"BHAI TUI PARBI..")